and just yesterday, ive been coughing non-stop

and while during my sleep, ive coughed up some blood T_T

i’ve succumbed to the wrath of bacteria and was infected

now im having trouble breathing due to clogged nostrils

and having sore throat is really giving me pain whenever i swallow

extreme headache

i think i only got sick was cuz i havent gotten any decent amount of sleep since semester started -.-

FML…

We had an early dismissal today for psych class, went in, took a quiz, then left just like that.

Good thing for me was that I brought my laptop to school today, so I stayed at the lobby at the business department building.

While I was doing my stuff on my computer, there was a couple in the range of my peripherals that was doing something that I just couldn’t ignore; thus distracting me, so I decided to leave.

Upon leaving, there was one little mistake I had made, I forgot something of value that was important to me - a water bottle given by my dad.

I did not notice it until i was already 5miles away from the school, so i was having a panic attack. I proceeded to call the people I knew that had attended the same school with the intentions of asking them to help me by getting the item I had forgotten at school.

But this attempt ended in failure with the result of NO ONE picking up my calls. 

(and this is where my desperation started to kick in)

I contemplated on whether or not if I should call her (an ambiguous subject; don’t ask who, just know it’s someone important to me) and ask for her help.

(and this is where my guilt started to kick in)

I called and wished that the ringing rings 5 times and hope to god that it goes to voice mail; however, it did not go as I wished. She picked up, so I answered.

(guilt - because of after all this time of zero communications or any other form of contact whatsoever, I pop-up to ask for an unreasonable favor)

But was glad that she wasn’t at school at the time of the call. So then I hung up, but still kept thinking on ways to get that water bottle back.

However, there was no one else left, so I went back to get it…..

Took another 15minutes to bike back!

The water bottle was still in its place, thank you whoever sat there and didn’t had the thought of stealing it.

was given the tasks of doing the essay months ago

didnt start on it till the day that it was due….. holy fuck

currently 6 pages so far

i am about done, but i havent had any sleep yet -.-

+ exam in 12hrs = gotta study

i thought i was jus being nice….

then just overnight, everything changed without me noticing a thing

maybe i suck at being a friend if i cant even notice something subtle as this…

the friendship we had for years jus severed and is no longer there

my feelings are in distraught…..im very emotional and i have an exam in a couple hours

………fuck my life…….

it was down for at least 17hours……..

my internet died around 12am ish

i couldnt do my hw at all, so i went sleeping at 1

then i woke up at 3, the internet was back

i then took the liberty of setting up a password to this friggin thing (finally! =.=)

when im done with my homework, im gonna buy a new modem, im tired of this bullshit…

japkitty:

slaphappie:

• Never had a New Year’s Kiss.
• Never had a Valentine Kiss.
• Never spent time with someone on Valentine’s Day.
• Never had a Valentine.
• Never had a kiss under the mistletoe.
• Never been taken out during Christmas.

(Source: erikbeeezy)

so i was boiling water, i turned on the stove

then went to shower

when i came bak from shower, i checked up on the water, only to notice, i turned on a different stove and not the stove where i put the bowl of water at…..

fml

WHY? T-T